PaperArmor

Hey, it's been nearly a year since my last journal and things really haven't improved. I'm learning how to combat things even though the future currently scares the hell out of me. I have just come to the point where I do what I can and try to convince others to do the same.
Regarding my art, I post more on my twitter these days. My digital art has kinda been on hold until I find out how to get my inked sketches into a format that makes decent line art. (I currently don't have a scanner.) Funny thing  is that I sketch almost daily so I really need to start making some full color & detail works.

So I keep trying to be active here but I really want to only post digital stuff here for some weird personal reason. In all honesty on my mental state, it's feels like it's on fire (in a bad way) like 95% of the time. I drag out what energy I have for school, politics, environmentalism, and drawing on my scrap paper. I get paranoid about posting my stories on here because on the off chance of plagiarism and years worth of work might be ripped from me. Even if my work is not as good as I think it is, I would still rather have it under my name. My work, my mistakes. 
Anyone who keeps up with environmental reports and news should know exactly why I am anxious as a chihuahua in a room full of lit dynamite. I'm trying combat environmental issues on  social, political and mental levels. I recently got into solar punk stuff and it helps with visualizing a world where things are better than dead. I'm still working on dealing with apathy coming from those who look at low income people like numbers and nothing else. 
I use to be so active here, this site got me started on post art online but a lot has changed since then. I deactivated my first account and this one I feel like I've just let rot. I'll try to drag out my tablet at some point.

So another reason for my inactivity is that my old laptop ,with most of my art on it, crashed a while back so I am sorta starting from scratch. I really do want to post here again but my brain keeps spitting out ideas and story prompts that keep nagging me and I am trying to devise a way to handle that before classes start up again.

Just letting y'all know I'm not dead. I have been trying to deal with some stuff for a while now,mostly school, but I sort of want to post things here from time to time. So hey look out for that if y'all are still here.